Physically: As a Samana, Siddhartha is completely physically different. He and Govinda dress in rags and look beaten, haggard, and emaciated due to fasting. His was not well kept.
Mentally: Siddhartha embraces the rituals and lifestyle of the Samanas and quickly adjusts. He becomes empty so he can "let the Self die" (14). He learned a lot from the Samanas; however, he would lose the Self then gain it again, just one continuous circle. He began questioning his beliefs again and confronts Govinda about his opinions. He no longer wants to be a Samana since he is not attaining Nirvana.
Spiritually: At first, Siddhartha believes he has achieved losing Self, but soon realizes he still has it. He begins to believe that the Samana lifestyle will not help him attain peace and Nirvana. He decides to move on.
Socially: Siddhartha is still quite close with his friend Govinda. However, when Govinda separates and decides to follow Gotama, the Buddha instead. Siddhartha goes on his own path of discovery.
Important Quote and Significance: "He lost his Self a thousand times and for days on end he dwelt in non-being. But although the paths took him away from Self, in the end they always led back to it" (15). Just when Siddhartha believes his has attained enlightenment, it temporarily lasts. He is frustrated with the results of the Samana lifestyle and moves on. This is the beginning of Siddhartha's journey.
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